She has always been past tense for me.
I think that’s the hardest part.
whose lost loved ones live on
in shared experience,
I do not have this.
No experiences to relive in my memories,
so I can be close to her again.
All I have is this undeniable connection to the woman who gave me life.
whose features become more noticeable,
the older I get.
And the pain that comes with,
never knowing my mother.
She feels so closely a part of me,
yet she is a complete stranger.
Because she have always been past tense for me.
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