Trying to saddle up with and change my patterns of avoidance is no easy task - considering avoidance is what I am best at.
Unworthy; Irrelevant; Damaged; Unlovable; Unwanted. She's weeping; the beautifully broken little girl, inside me. ~~~~~ Thank you for reading, if you enjoyed this post don’t forget to click like, and then follow my blog. Please stop by and check out the essential oils that I use for coping and the books that I reference for... Continue Reading →
I must leave a trail, an escape, a way back to safety. Just like Hansel and Gretel, I will leave a trail of crumbs. Still, they were caught by the witch. Their trail did not work. Safety did not exist. I know that witches are not real. But monsters are. In human form. Upstanding in... Continue Reading →
I open my mouth to speak, no sound comes out. My young mind, a whirlwind of thoughts, and emotions. I want to scream, anything to break the silence. This silence is so deafening, and dangerous. Intentional, encouraged, it destroys pieces of my soul. Protect him, the secrets, the lies, the facade of a perfect family.... Continue Reading →
Glorious. What my childhood could have been, should have been, but was not. Family vacations, weekend bar-b-ques, with photo albums full of happy memories, these things did not exist. Sadness, loss, grief, shame, I have plenty. Glorious. Oh, how it could have been, how it should have been … Instead, nightmares, silence, fear, betrayal, loneliness,... Continue Reading →